Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. 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Buck listen to me! [4x04/05~What's your Grievance and Buck Begins]. He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. Eddie knew he was pushing, but only a tinge; he wanted Buck to know he was there for him, always. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. and explores the budding relationship between Josh and Buck. - Los dos ren y Eddie parece estar pensando en que decirle, no quiere preocupar a su novio. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. He turned around, making his way back to the truck when he saw Buck falter in step. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. Theyd spent the rest of the first day of the new year curled up in the cheap hotel room that Buck barely remembers getting to and turning up the volume on the tv too loud. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. Badly injured, he waits for his team. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. Begin to live again. A small thing happened, and he snapped. First, his sleazy lawyer. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. You're healing. Buck cooks for Eddie and they have their first of many real conversations as trusted partners. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. He is introverted and afraid. Everyone has a breaking point. Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. Then he puts his eyes back on the road and hits the gas pedal.________________________. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Hen- Eddie begins, but she doesnt let him get further than that. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. I will be uploading every week. Music made him feel complete. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. 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Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. 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He wants to go to bed, until the tv turns on and he immediately hears his girlfriends voice. 'YouI can't believe you kept all these,' he breathed when he could speak, staring at picture upon picture that Chris had drawn over the years, showing a steady progression from when he was seven until now.". They feel they can say they know each other like the back of their hand. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Who is this man? Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. Then one Saturday became important. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. He was used to being treated like the rookie, but this was going a little- a lot - too far he thought. 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So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. So yeahhh, here it is. It was too much to handle, to process. Buck, who had been so desperate to get back into action, voluntarily doing crowd control, now standing with a bunch of surfers and tourists and their patients friends at the far end of the beach, trying to talk them down, all the while sending some surprisingly tense looks in the direction of the water. What will their lives be like? tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). Unfortunately, its not exactly a new position to find himself in, legs drawn up to his chest, head resting on his knees as he listens to the shuttered breaths coming from across the room. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Especially not after the week he's been having. It's 11 h 30 pm and he's still up, playing a gameboard with Christopher. Twelve weeks before episode one of the series Buck gets a call telling him an old fling of his was in labour with their child and didn't want the baby. He's scared to die, that much he knows. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. Bucks too good to walk away from. ~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. no beta we die like buck when he struck by lightning hehehehe. Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. Please consider turning it on! Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. Loved, protected, warm. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. He is introverted and afraid. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. When he wasn't completely ignoring Buck he would yell at him for even the most minor screw up. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. You will not regret it. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. He couldnt do life without Buck. originalcharacter 911tvshow fanfic +19 more # 3 When Danger Strikes by Alexa Rose 3.2K 74 2 Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Eddie joins the 118. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. But what was he supposed to say? While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? How do you know I didn't fall asleep? He asks with a mischievous smirk. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. (Or, Buck self-harms. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. About the fact that he needs to take better care of himself or the fact, youre in love with him. He almost lost Bucktwice. I blame Frank.) Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. 911 fanfiction buck ignoredhow to cancel melaleuca backup order 911 fanfiction buck ignored Menu social listening brandwatch. I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. You need to hold on, a voice says to him, were almost there, were so close Buck, were so close. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour.